Monday, October 25, 2010

No Race, But I've Still Been Running

Alot has changed since I last blogged. I have a new job, in a new city, and I have a new place to call home. What has'nt change? Well Im still fat, and I'm still running. Now when I say running, I don't mean physically running. I'm not putting on any sweats and chasing the pavement. But, I am running. Running from, my crazy job, deminishing relationships with friends and families, and running from myself. Why do you ask am I running? Well, if I slow down, I'm scared I'll have to face all of this, so running seems to be the best thing to do! You know another thing that would be a good thing to do? Well to actually run.....but hey I'm running from that too. Hey who wants to be healthy, smaller, or have a reason to shop for more clothes when i have a comfy couch to lay on? Well me! I need to get back on the 5K track....the only thing is how? I need motivation, and maybe a running partner. Living in a complex full of people walking their dogs and running hasn't help, its just made me tired of watching them. I believe before I run, I must learn to walk again...by walking, I mean taking things step by step while moving to my own pace. Yeah, thats it! Don't worry my followers, i will definitely keep up with this blog from know on. Stayed tune, and look outside, you may see me running.....or at least you can watch me fall.