Running away from running

It's been a while , I know :(. I forgot about actually having this blog, until Brande Thompson reminded me. But you know what else reminded me, ummmm well I'm still fat and I still haven't run a 5k. Does that make my blog untrue? umm no, FYI I said I was still fat, lol. Well once again, I setting myself up for the challenge of running, not so much a 5k but more of get your butt up and run. Seeing that I've gained back 20lbs that I lost when I was first "training" for my "5k", its time to get on the ball, plus I'll be trying on wedding dresses in a few more months. So first things first. Stop running from running...yeah I said it. Yeah it's cold outside, and my bed feels so much nicer than my Nike's in the morning. But in order to get this weight off ( which if I loose weight, could I change my blog to , "smaller fat girl running a 5k) I need to run. So what do I do first? #1 decide to run (check), #2 write about it ( check..check), #3 alert the ems, way ahead of time, friends and love ones, just in case you don't hear from me anymore, #4 Just do it. Yeah Just do it, sounds easy, I wish it were. Only if I could put on my matching Nike out ( which I don't own) and my awesome Nike shoes, an take off like the fit and fearless women on the Nike commercials....oh wait they are real athletes. Blah!!! I'm past the stage of denial, I admit that I'm fat and I need to run.....so what exactly is step #5? Oh run, yeah that's right

By the way, if you hear about or see a very plus sized woman in Charlotte, NC, who passed out (or worse) on South Tryon ( the good part), check facebook, it probably was me... Yep I hear Kanye West " Champion, playing in my head Til next time...Work it baby.... faster...stronger!!!

Go Shyla GO